This thing called life. #andLiving.

What a chapter. Honestly if someone would have told me that this is the way that these years are going to unfold chances are that I wouldn't have believed them. But they did. and here I am. 3.5 years later, stronger, smarter and still optimistic. The world is divided into two, those who believe in God, and those who don't. Im not talking about what you say or show or do, I'm talking about your internal truth. The one that gives legitimacy to hurting people, the one that gives legitimacy to some being better than others, more important than others. Their feelings, their fate, their reality. We can only control ourselves however we CAN influence others. With what we say, with what we do.. but sometimes more importantly, with what we do not say or do. Doing your best is not a cliche, however it does not mean that we can't do better, it only means that we feel compassion for ourselves when we wish that things were different. Knowing that wishing is not without value is an important thing. Where are you now? Where do you want to be? Acceptance. Faith. Perseverance. Take control of your life, take control of you, because if you don't others will do it for you.. and I can promise you, as much as they care for you, the person that cares about you most will always remain you.. as you are the person that knows you best. In and out. As for God, he sees the things we don't say and be sure that he will eventually place you exactly where you need to be. Just give him time. In the meanwhile, continue waking up in the morning with gratitude, brushing your teeth, eating your breakfast, wearing your wardrobe, doing your chores, loving your fellow neighbour, and stop apologising. No matter what you do, you did it, own it, accept it, love it, without apologising. Life is a dynamic entity however the light of our spirit is forever there to shine if we let it. So let it, regardless of the subjective bullshit people will toss in your way. That's there's, not yours.